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[29 Apr 2009|03:50am] |
been a solid month since my last update.
woo.
uhhhhh idk i couldnt possibly recap everything. i mean there really wasnt that much to recap haha, spring break was good, a lot of just chilllling, got the camp counseler job, practice room events...etc. came back here...boring, drunk weekends, etc. saw a good comedy show. everythings going well just nothing in particular to remember. i suck at this and i know i do but i still just cant get myself to update! erg
booooooooooooooooooooo
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[15 Oct 2008|05:35am] |
I uninstalled wow.
It had to be done.
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[02 Sep 2008|10:22pm] |
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RIP boulder creek, best restaurant ever :(
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[02 Sep 2008|12:40am] |
This week/weekend has been sick, idk the last time i updated, but anyway. Friday classes were decent, then we all met up and played football, then went to this sick graffiti party with everyone. Me and Pat met these 2 girls and went to a hookah bar, then went to some bars, then went back to the dorm and chilled. They left at like 3 and then I stayed up playing final fantasy and stuff.
Saturday, food, final fantasy, volleyball, chillin. Was gonna go to this luau party, met up with everyone to get the limo, but last minute we decided to ditch it. Came back to mountainview, played volleyball in the dark and ordered pizza. Like 8 of us went to my dorm, debated, chilled, and ate. Everyone left around 2ish, more video games. Sunday was another good day and another SICK party.... roamed around the city with Sarah and Nicole and Pat. Got a cab home, Pat bounced, Sarah and Nicole chilled in my dorm for a few hours. Said goodbye to them, messed with Evan, then went to sleep. Today was the laziest day of my life and the only thing I really did was toss a football around and play one round of mafia, cause im sick, it sucks.
Getting sick in college sucks cause it's hard to like...be alone and sick and miserable haha. But I'm dealing with it, everything is still awesome.
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[21 Aug 2008|01:57am] |
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Peace smithtown, see you periodically throughout the year!
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[14 Aug 2008|10:41am] |
So I pretty much didn't update about this summer at all, sucks haha.
Mostly this summer has been a huge internal struggle for me, drifting back and forth between a major decision about college, and pretty much what I decide to do for the next year to four years of my life. I was definite at first to go, then I went and I was definite to stay. Then I came home and it sunk in, and my mind starting going wild. Thinking about all the opportunities I could be possibly missing out on, the lifestyle, the experiance, and how hard it would be for me to get off my ass after taking a semester off, it made me think I made the wrong choice.
It's so hard to be so sure of something, and then drastically change it within a short period of time. I feel so bad for my parents haha, but after numerous phone calls, faxes, emails, etc, I'm officially re-enrolled into the fall semester of Binghamton University. I even got to keep my housing and class schedule. Which is a score.
I leave in seven days. I'm still nervous but I'm gonna have to get over that. It's time to man up and move on with my life.
So everyone hang out with me and say goodbyes. Even though I think I get like a week off in a month. Haha.
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[15 Jul 2008|11:43pm] |
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Everyone's afraid of their own lives.
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[13 Jul 2008|04:16am] |
Lovers turn into monsters at the loss of all affection
Almost like it was the affection that kept them from being monsters
And I could have used some warning
I was on that porch all morning
Smoking cigarettes and sinking deeper into doubt
Could it be I am mistaken, have I stolen somebody’s baby?
Is it possible for two people to need the same thing?
It's just the lines, they get so blurry
Between what is once, and now required
And I don't know on which side his heart falls
But I know where mine is buried
And it's so far from any wanting
Yeah, it needs this to keep beating
It won't go on without it
If I'm still weighed down with subtleties
Then I'll just come right out and say
That I think that I deserve her
More than anyone deserves anything
Maybe I am selfish, but there is no way to share this
There’s not enough to go around, I don’t care who else gets hurt
But I’m still sick with empathy because I once stood in his place
I spent a year quietly dying while he let go and ignored her
And I’m sure that there are reasons for everything that happens
And absence leads to adoration, yeah it’s nobody’s fault
But now there is no way to change this
So I just photographed and framed it
And it’s hanging in a hallway
That we have no right to walk back down
But I hope that he feels better but I’m sick of all the drama
I can’t stand to see her crying, I just want this shit to end
And I want a place to hang out where record players play out
And there’s a thousand movies rented for a thousand nights with her.
I love this song also.
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[13 Jul 2008|04:14am] |
everything is good
this summer is sick, 4th of july ruled, sneaking and poolhopping and sleepovers and frisbee all rule.
Binghamton orientation was sick, I don't want to leave smithtown though.
Tonight was an awesome OG sneak out, I actually went out my reason cause my mom was still awake and met up with Meg and Morg and we chilled at one tree hill and saw mad shooting stars.
YAY
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[28 Jun 2008|02:40pm] |
Last night, Mindless Self Indulgence, a little disappointing with the set, but entertaining as usual. Made the 11:30 train, came back to Smithtown and went to Georgia's. Not really a party anymore haha. No one could sleep til like 6o clock. Lots of back scratching and antics.
In other news, I feel like I must prepare now for the amount of staying-home-and-playing-Diablo that is going to happen in the near future.
www.Diablo3.com
I'm the happiest person in the world.
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[27 Jun 2008|05:23am] |
Lo and behold! The sun has risen and I am still playing World of Warcraft! This is what summer is all about ladies and gents!
Also, I didn't fail any classes 4th quarter! HREY!!!!!!
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[24 Jun 2008|05:23pm] |
I hate intelligent design theorists. I hate them so much. I don't know what possessed me to type up an extremely long rebuttal to a youtube video that "scientifically proves God", but out of sheer boredom and aggravation toward the naivety of some people, I did.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2RD4vTuPN0&NR=1
eroigmsiarghenhm I hate it. I'll write about it after work. Boo.
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[18 Jun 2008|01:15am] |
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There's your fucking closure, bitch.
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[17 Jun 2008|03:24pm] |
I hope everytime you think about it, it makes you sick to your stomach.
Goodbye forever.
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[13 Jun 2008|05:56pm] |
So I'm officially done with high school.
Summer 08, Binghamton in August.
Let the good times roll!
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[10 Jun 2008|11:21pm] |
Today was good. Biked to town with Greg and went to Tyler's for a pool session with dudu minus Ally, Steve, Omar, and sorta Jess. Rockin fun time playin sharks and minnows.
I'm really hoping that I'm changing for the better!
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[07 Jun 2008|09:53am] |
Thursday, Greg and Steve stopped by and we walked to Maple, saw mad people. Chilled on the swings, walked back, talked, Statustro picked up Greg. Steve left.
Friday, good day at school, yearbooks, the feeling of graduating is really starting to sink in and it's scary. After school Slept, Bobby P came over, got some Mac Dees, walked back, went to Blairs. Love in The Club. Blair's was really awesome and a fun sober party that felt just like the good ol days. It reminded me of Omar's super party, and I miss it. The trampoline was SO FUCKING SICK I NEED A TRAMPOLINE. Then I came home and slept and now like 19031758497 people are coming over and we're going to the BEEEEEEEEEEEEEACH!
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[05 Jun 2008|12:12pm] |
wow, I didn't update about last weekend at all.
Friday I had work, then I went to Mel's house for a while. Chilled while everyone drank, dece. Around midnight me, Picosi, and Evan went to meet Weber at the movies to see the Strangers. Got followed on the way there, fucking scary. Movie was decent. They slept at my house, and left in the morning. Saturday, got everything together, Mariah's sweet 16! It was fun. Drove Justine/Briana/Dyanne/Blair home while listening to Ass and Titties on repeat. Stooped at red lights and got out and danced and almost left Dyanne behind hahahaha. Dropped them off, Pawluk slept over, chilled. Sunday, Mel came over, picked up Greg, picked up Jamie and Georgia, picked up Kyle and Steve. Beach was fun, met up with Mattison and Matt Gio and Russell. We all went to Friendly's afterwards, minus Steve, Mattison, Matt, Greg, and Georgia's sobriety. Then went to my sister's house for some pool action + James + Christian. Finally dropped everyone off. Didn't go to school Monday WOO, had work, played football. Tuesday played football also. I love playing football with the freshman. Yesterday, came home, eye doctor, picked up Kyle, train station with Brad, then city for HORRRRSEEEEE THE BAAAAAAAANDDDDDDDDDD. They were all really shit-faced on stage but still put on a sick fucking show. Made the 10:44 train, which is the earliest train I've ever made back from the city. Came home, passed out, and now I'm not at school again.
6 more days of highschool. That's really fucked up.
Oh yeah, I play WoW again, fuck.
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[02 Jun 2008|02:10pm] |
Animal Collective really helps me clear my head, and makes me feel like I'm in love with everything.
I really need to start hanging out with Greg and Kenny and Tyler more. I miss them lots.
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